There's not been enough hours in the day! I don't think I could've engaged with the module much more than I have done - throwing myself at numerous competition briefs and client commissions and order to gain as much experience in many different design fields, with as many professionals as possible during my final months. Yet I'm still questioning; did i actually do enough?! Personal goals achieved have included; finally drawing BIG, winning a competition, finding regular paid design work, having a table at my first print fair, being lined up for my first little solo exhibition and having a series of posters go on sale in high street print shops.So I guess I must've done something right?
I left a lot of my analog experimentation behind when i started Level 6, which I was a bit gutted about - but for me, this year I needed to focus on making a body of work that would form a solid, quality portfolio to leave uni with and one that I'd have confidence in showing people. This wasn't going to happen by me making bodged screen prints or painted cardboard cut-out masks. My practice is a digital specialist, so I have to play to my strengths.
My willingness to also get involved with briefs away from digital art production has lead me to make a solid working contact in muralist Pete Barber - who's been hiring me to design & layout his murals so he can go and paint them. With offers to assist him on site with a couple of big painting jobs in the near future, I'm really excited at the possibility of gaining more on-the-job mural experience from a master.
As far as my solo practice goes; until i finally take time out from making work to actually go and promote the work, contacting agencies/companies then i won't know whether my creative future will be powered by my own steam, or aided by an agency. I'm confident that i can produce high-quality work to deadlines, but just whereabouts my style would fit in within the industry is more of a mystery right now.
I'll always regret not being hands-on enough with my practice and I hope I'm not standing in the same spot as i was when i started the degree in terms of the work i make. Looking around the studio to see everyone painting or sketching away always makes m wish I'd taken more risks or cared a bit less about making wobbly looking work. Alas, some people are painters, some are screen printers, others are mad doodlers; i, am a Mac drone. I make super clean, super bold digital pictures, and I'm pretty bloody good at it. I just need to believe it more and shout about it louder!